It's been very long since I last post. Hehhehheh..... Though everythings seems fine on the outside, but there has been a series of events that happened to me since the holiday started. THIS IS NOT RELATED TO THINGS THAT HAPPENED DURING DNT xD.

Well, I begin to feel that I am very selfish and wrong for somethings that I have done. I mean, a mother's duty is to look after her children and all she needs i just the respect she deserves form her sons. But its quite sad as the whole scene is the opposite. " Why am I so selfish??" Sometimes I just have to ask myself this question, but i dunno whats to problem that is holding me back and stopping me to change 4 the better. Is it my ignorance and aggorance?

I hope so..........

i just want to tell my mum that I am very sorry and hope that you would forgive me :(

With Love
sincerely
Your son Leon